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fontech ([personal profile] fontech) wrote2010-10-07 11:57 pm
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Haha I got this in with five minutes to spare.

Gonna do a real entry later, but I don't much feel like it right now.

Day 01 - Introduce yourself
Day 02 – Your first love
Day 03 – Your parents
Day 04 – What you ate today
Day 05 – Your definition of love
Day 06 – Your day
Day 07 – Your best friend
Day 08 – A moment
Day 09 – Your beliefs
Day 10 – What you wore today
Day 11 – Your siblings
Day 12 – What’s in your bag
Day 13 – This week
Day 14 – What you wore today
Day 15 – Your dreams
Day 16 – Your first kiss
Day 17 – Your favorite memory
Day 18 – Your favorite birthday
Day 19 – Something you regret
Day 20 – This month
Day 21 – Another moment
Day 22 – Something that upsets you
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry
Day 25 – A first
Day 26 – Your fears
Day 27 – Your favorite place
Day 28 – Something that you miss
Day 29 – Your aspirations
Day 30 – One last moment

My love life has been awkward but not particularly complicated, and I'm grateful for that. |D The only boy I can ever remember feeling strongly for was way back in grade 5 or 6, I think? lol. My last year in elementary school, when boys and girls start getting twitchy and hormonal, I had a massive crush on a cute blond-haired blue-eyed boy in my class. His mom and my mom were friends, and I hung out with his little sister a lot, so I spent a fair bit of time at his house. One evening after spending the day there, we were waiting for my mom to call me so we could leave, and we shared kind of this weirdly intimate chat in his treehouse. Nothing really came of it but it was totally thrilling at the time. The excitement sort of faded when he went back to ignoring me in school, since he was one of the popular boys and I was that quiet unlikable girl D| One day after coaxing from a friend I confronted him about it, but he looked at me like I was crazy and wandered off. Cue baww.

Closer to the end of the year, we were working on some sort of school festival/bazaar/...thing, and we wound up cleaning a room on our own when most of the school was deserted. He started getting weird on me again, and I don't remember the lead-up to it, but I do remember that he wanted to "practice" sex, which more or less amounted to like...pre-teen dry humping, lol. I got spooked and left, and that was the end of that. Since it was the end of the school year, I barely saw him after that, and our parents stopped hanging out regularly, so I don't know if they found out or they were completely unrelated, or what. I never told anyone, and by the time we'd moved to middle school neither of us were interested in the other, so that was the end of it.

To this day I have no idea if he was being honest with me and didn't want to lose his popularity, or if he'd been dared to dick around with the unpopular girl. My memory of it all is so vague that it could have been some sort of elaborate fantasy, who knows. I have never had a boyfriend, nor have I been particularly interested or attracted in anyone since then. I'm not exactly asexual, I just have very little interest in hooking up with anyone.

I did have an online romance once, lol, but that wasn't love so much as intrigue for me (I was like 14/15 or something, it was COMPLETELY text), and looking back it is horribly creepifying, so we don't talk about that :|;;

Day 01 - Your Favorite Song
Day 02 - Your least favorite song
Day 03 - A song that makes you happy
Day 04 - A song that makes you sad
Day 05 - A song that reminds you of someone
Day 06 - A song that reminds of you of somewhere
Day 07 - A song that reminds you of a certain event
Day 08 - A song that you know all the words to
Day 09 - A song that you can dance to
Day 10 - A song that makes you fall asleep
Day 11 - A song from your favorite band
Day 12 - A song from a band you hate
Day 13 - A song that is a guilty pleasure
Day 14 - A song that no one would expect you to love
Day 15 - A song that describes you
Day 16 - A song that you used to love but now hate
Day 17 - A song that you hear often on the radio
Day 18 - A song that you wish you heard on the radio
Day 19 - A song from your favorite album
Day 20 - A song that you listen to when you’re angry
Day 21 - A song that you listen to when you’re happy
Day 22 - A song that you listen to when you’re sad
Day 23 - A song that you want to play at your wedding
Day 24 - A song that you want to play at your funeral
Day 25 - A song that makes you laugh
Day 26 - A song that you can play on an instrument
Day 27 - A song that you wish you could play
Day 28 - A song that makes you feel guilty
Day 29 - A song from your childhood
Day 30 - Your favorite song at this time last year

I might have actually liked this song, but when it was first released and crazy-popular, I was working at a woodworking shop where the guy in charge of the area kept it on a particular station. And this station played this song, and a handful of others, every 30-60 minutes. During a 9-hour shift. Five days a week. FOR SEVERAL WEEKS.

Suffice to say I heard it so many times I was about ready to pitch the fucking radio into one of the saws. |Db I think another one was Holiday, and... shit, one by the Killers I think. I forget. This is the one I remember most, though. I don't get it though, because the song isn't even that good. WTF, radio :c

[identity profile] 2010-10-12 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Interesting memory about that boy in 6th grade. I can't think of what else to say about that. He was probably embarrassed afterward that you shot him down, although what did he think was going to happen when he proposed humping to a girl he'd been blowing off?